The Beggar’s Garden

I just finished my first ebook, The Beggar’s Garden, a collection of short stories by Michael Christie (who is from Northern Ontario, you know the place, who wouldda thunk?). I enjoyed the writing, very much, there was wit, sadness and a very good reflection of the human spirit, ugly and beautiful as it is.

After completing the book, I found myself a bit troubled. Most of the stories revolved around some element of Vancouver, more often than not what has become affectionately known as the downtown East Side or, at least, qualities that have become synonymous with that area. Addiction, poverty and mental illness are driving forces for Christie’s characters and he writes about them with a skill that at once shows their humanity, weaknesses and occasionally finds the humor in what could otherwise be treated, as it often is, with a removed quality if not distain.

This is what leads me to finally commenting on a book after a long absence from this blog. What troubled me was my own reaction to the characters. I was unsure as to how to interpret them and their troubles and stories; whether to feel sorry for them, upset or blame them for being the agents of their own destructive behaviours. I believed, to my embarrassment, that I was grappling with the same cultural malaise that affects modern society when it comes to viewing those that society recognizes as “down and out.”

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Rekindling the Music Lover

It has been a long time since I anticipated the release of a new album. Since getting this new iPad, I have kept my eye on the iTunes store and even chanced the $7 on a band i have never heard of on the recommendation of the CBC’s afternoon host, Steven Quinn. I purchased Of Monsters and Men’s My Head is an Animal and this Icelandic band didn’t disappoint, or should I say ‘thank you’ Steven.

What kept catching my eye though was Jack White’s first solo effort, Blunderbuss. After hearing the initial single, “Love Interrupted,” I must admit to anticipating hearing him again and having a chance to listen to his solo work.

If anyone has managed read this far without quitting due to my laborious writing style, I would definitely recommend this album, even if you are a moderate fan of his White Stripes work. This album is heavily laden with provocative metaphor and “Love Interrupted” is a great sampling of what to expect with the lyrics. (Speaking of, I need to find a way to introduce the concept of paradox through this song.)

He manages to keep his simple, unique sound throughout the album, yet introduces interesting variations to separate it from earlier efforts. Maybe, like me, he has managed to mature just a bit, heh.

There has been more interest on my part with trying to keep up with music releases due to iTunes. I have really had to suppress the desire to start ringing up the credit card with purchases of both new and old stuff, that stuff that I could never remember to look for in the record shop until I got home. I also went with ITunes Match and, at the risk of sounding like a total fan boy, it has been working glitch free with making my music library available to my iPad. This may not sound like much, but I am listening to my music again; in the car and at work, through headphones or piping it through my desktop speakers.

It might be a while before I find the time to head back to live shows, due to little ones running around now, unlike the earlier stages of life, but for now I can celebrate music again through a newfound accessibility.

[Wow! I am out of practice at this. I’ll end it here and avoid inflicting further pain on anyone reading this. Just buy the album.]

Bill 22’s Devestating Effects to a Dual Coquitlam Teacher Family

Good afternoon Mr. Austin and Mr. Farnworth,

Please find below the letter that I wrote and originally sent to Ms. Diane Thorne of the New Democratic Party in response and support of your party’s efforts to deny the passing of Bill 22. I was encouraged by colleagues and friends to forward it to your offices to encourage further readings and impress upon more members of our legislative assembly how devastating this bill is to public education.

My wife and I find ourselves in the privileged position to educate the youth of British Columbia.  We also find ourselves in a position of being able to embark on an adventure out of the country to educate the youth overseas.  The original intent was to bring back to British Columbia a new, refreshed perspective on education and experiences that would enhance our professional development.  As you will see in the letter, our plan for after we get on the plane for our temporary international positions is not so clear anymore.

Thank you so much for your time and efforts.

Hopeful regards,

Original Message:

Good Afternoon Ms. Thorne,

I am a teacher at Gleneagle Secondary School in School District #43, Coquitlam and I am leaving.  More accurately, my wife and I are both proud teachers in School District #43, our eldest daughter is old enough to start kindergarten next September and we will all be leaving.  What is heartrending for us right now is that it is difficult to see how and why my family and I might come back to British Columbia.

We began looking at the option of teaching internationally last year.  The time in our lives and careers seemed perfect to take the opportunity for travel and experience other educational systems to grow personally and professionally.  As we began this process, our intent was to teach abroad for a couple of years and bring our newfound experience and expertise back to our home here in British Columbia and continue work in our current school district, a district that we have found to be nothing but supportive of new ideas and professional growth.

From the beginning of last April’s bargaining process, we remained optimistic that a negotiated settlement would resolve at least some of the issues that exist in the education system, easing the strife between teachers and the current government.  As the Liberal negotiators presented more outrageous positions regarding what they were prepared to offer, our optimism began to fade.  With the presentation of Bill 22, we were crushed and realized how misguided Mr. Abbott and the Liberal Party are regarding what it takes to provide quality education.

Researching the philosophies of international schools, even briefly, will give you an idea of how flawed Mr. Abbott’s rhetoric in support of Bill 22 is.  Quality schools offer smaller class sizes and more supports for teachers, including preparation time for classes.  Bill 22 would further erode, in some cases destroy, what limited resources teachers have to support their students.  I am very disappointed, even insulted by Mr. Abbott’s use of rhetoric, comparing his political science class sizes, which he taught at a post-secondary level, to what we experience in the public school system; we do not have access to teacher assistants to grade our papers and I would bet that in his class of adults who attended his class, by choice, he did not have a single individual that he had to adapt his presentation or grading scheme for as we do for our students with an individual education plan (IEP).  He has not produced one shred of research, report or piece of evidence beyond poor anecdotal remarks to support any piece of this bill.  Every reputable institution and member of academia that has a stake in education would not hesitate to contradict the majority of this bill.

I began my service as a teacher with a belief in public education, that our populace should have access to quality education and with an educated society we shall have a more civilized and caring society.  The actions of Mr. Abbott and his party and the words of Ms. Christy Clark continue to show that this is growing into more of a dream than reality as teachers and the education system are treated with increasing contempt.  I want to fight the good fight, and continue to support public education as best I can.  Bill 22 is an affront to education and a clear signal of disrespect to my chosen profession.

In February, I was offered that job overseas and accepted.  Over the last few days I am feeling less compulsion to come back to BC and teach.  As educators currently in the system, we are very conscious of the environment that we would be introducing our daughters to: the overcrowded classrooms, stressed teachers, limited resources and poor environmental conditions that currently plague British Columbia’s public education system because we experience it every day.  Bill 22 and the attitudes Mr. Abbott and Ms. Clark display when speaking to teachers and about education certainly guarantee that if this bill is passed (or “when,” according to Ms. Clark) the education system that is currently band-aided with the immense care and efforts of teachers will crack, split and break, leaving a disarray of struggling students, broken children and introducing problems that we cannot even comprehend yet.

In July, my wife and I, two teachers who each hold a Masters and with over 20 years of combined teaching experience in this province, are leaving the country with their two daughters, one of which is becoming school age in September.  We will fight the fight for students and an undervalued public education system until we leave.  We will spend time on the strike line and in the classroom, engaging, informing and teaching with all of our hearts, but we will leave on our adventure in July and our hearts are getting on a plane and we are taking our education and experience and daughters to a school in another country.

If Bill 22 goes through before that time, our hearts will be heavy indeed as it will be a difficult decision to return to British Columbia.  This decision goes beyond our own professional decision, you must understand, though we are very conscious as to the increase in workload and stressors that would come with returning to our teaching profession as a result of this piece of legislation.  The bulk of our decision would rest on the learning environment that we would be exposing our two children to upon returning to this province.  We would also like to ensure that our children are able to look at their parents with a degree of pride and a province that is determined to strip away the voice of teachers and villainize the profession is not conducive to this. When the government does not carry a degree of respect and support for the education system, it becomes difficult for a teacher to walk into work without feeling defeated.  A government not respecting teachers cannot respect what it is teachers do and, by extension, cannot truly be putting children and families first.

I thank you, Ms. Thorne, for reading.  On Monday when I attend our first day of “non-picketing,” I will return to my optimism that you and your party will do what you can to assist the teachers and those that support us in our protest to defeat Bill 22 by exposing what it truly is; an affront to the education system and all of those associated with it, particularly the students that the system was designed for.

Deepest regards

Nikolski’s for Real, Dude.

A long time since posting.  Forced renovations on our rented space moved us into family’s abodes, and an apparent lack of readership shifted priorities from Personal Mythologies.  What I forgot is that I started this blog for me; the ‘us’ is by extension (no offence).

I have a couple of posts to catch up with.  most pertinent is my finishing of Nikolski by Nicolas Dickner, winner of the Canada Reads contest. Continue reading

Living Up to Its Bleak Title

Bleak Seasons: Book One of Glittering Stone by Glen Cook is the sixth chronicle of the Black Company. I found it as I was combing the paperback section in my local library for a pulpy fantasy piece of fiction. This is something that I pursue with a certain amount of trepidation. Fantasy, in general, has fallen into the trap of the most popular authors regurgitating the same tropes that made them popular in the first place, just with only slight variations. In some cases it is so bad that I have had the memory blur, being positive that I have read the book I am currently holding. There are a few friends that I go to for fantasy picks, but other than them, I have had trouble in finding something that is fresh and original. Continue reading

Someday We Should All Be This Reflective

After being subjected to the sequel to Dracula, I took a moment to recall the good vampire stories I had read. The most recent was The Night Wanderer by Drew Hayden Taylor, one of Canada’s most prolific indigenous authors. A good book, enjoyable read and an interesting blend of First Nations (Anishinaabe) mythos and standard vampire fare. This was my first introduction to Taylor and made note to track down some of his other work.

Now that the connection and recommendation are out of the way, I made good on reading something else of his, an award winning 1993 play, Someday. Simply brilliant. Continue reading

Dacre, You Suck… bah, another criticism that could be mistaken for a pun

Dracula, Bram Stoker’s cornerstone of the Gothic genre was first published in 1897. While not the first vampire story, it certainly rose to be the pinnacle of this sub-genre, by which the dapper, Eastern European vampire count would come to represent all that is alluring and revolting about being and becoming an immortal blood-sucker. Continue reading

The Apologist – I Prefer It This Way

I just learnt that The Apologist was the English title for Eating Crow by Jay Rayner.  I wonder why the title was changed for the American audience; if they would help in understanding the satirical humour, or to cast light on the differences between the two countries.

The novel is a bemusing look at the side of our society that wants the dark ugly things found in history to be resolved easily and cheaply, with a pat on the head and a “there-there” to quell whatever ills were, and probably still are in some way, committed against a people/culture/denomination. Continue reading